i had two long exams today. Environmental science and Natural Science 1, gawd, what subjects! anyway, i slept past three A.M. I don't normally do this but somehow i felt uneasy about it. i dont know if i did ok. i'm scared i feel like i didn't do good in my Nat. Sci. oh lord, help me. I can't afford to fail these tests. The reason why i shouldn't fail in my ES exam is to stop my self from thinking that i'm cursed during 2nd exams. i noticed that i always get poor grades during 2nd exams, which sucks. but honestly, i think that i make these excuses up so i have something to blame other than myself for not studying. haha. oh well, as of now, i can only wait for the results. i am planing to update my profile in friendster, but since i have no more money, i should stop here because i wouldn't know where to get money if the worst happens. it would be embarrasing, did i spell that right? (damn, my spelling sucks!) oops, i should stop saying foul words that's what they teach us in our bible study group. Man, i hate myself, am i really into it? i don't know, i don't realy know...
*confused.
*lost.
*searching...
*my world lacks light.
*get me out.

okei, twas one ordinary wednesday, i forgot the date.
i never thought cleaning the rm would be a relief, finally i felt like i've done something rewarding. in the process of cleaning under the bed, i found a 10-peso coin and 2 1-peso coin. i even found my long lost lip gloss, oh how i miss it! haha, nomore chapped lips.

it's been a while since i last wrote. i'm soo lazy. anyway, i have two exams coming up. feb 10(hum1) feb11(math11). i'm worried because i'm having a hard time in math and i haven't read anything in hum1 yet. (what a lazy ass.)

i'm killing time because i'm going to attend my cellgroup later, 5:30 i have two hours to spend. i have nowhere to go and nothing to do so here i am updating this blog.

okei, so what should i be writing?

oh i know! my morning. i got up around 7:15. like always, i didn't bother to wake my cousins up because they usually wake up themselves. so i thought this day would be like any other day, sadly not quite. they didn't wake up. so guess what happened next, we we're late for class, and tito got mad. what a way to start everyone's day, huh? and it's al my fault, ang saya! ang lakas ng powers ko, daming naperwisyo. (sigh)

i hate myself!