i had two long exams today. Environmental science and Natural Science 1, gawd, what subjects! anyway, i slept past three A.M. I don't normally do this but somehow i felt uneasy about it. i dont know if i did ok. i'm scared i feel like i didn't do good in my Nat. Sci. oh lord, help me. I can't afford to fail these tests. The reason why i shouldn't fail in my ES exam is to stop my self from thinking that i'm cursed during 2nd exams. i noticed that i always get poor grades during 2nd exams, which sucks. but honestly, i think that i make these excuses up so i have something to blame other than myself for not studying. haha. oh well, as of now, i can only wait for the results. i am planing to update my profile in friendster, but since i have no more money, i should stop here because i wouldn't know where to get money if the worst happens. it would be embarrasing, did i spell that right? (damn, my spelling sucks!) oops, i should stop saying foul words that's what they teach us in our bible study group. Man, i hate myself, am i really into it? i don't know, i don't realy know...
*confused.
*lost.
*searching...
*my world lacks light.
*get me out.