currently listening to: Ayos lang by Siakol, Broken Heart by Motion City Soundtrack:
matagal ng isyu ng mga tao toh.... sino ang pipiliin mo yung mahal ka o yung mahal mo? ako dati, yung mahal ko. i'd take the chance of waiting for the person i like to eventually like me back kahit minsan alam kong hanggang doon na lang talaga kami, sige aasa pa ako, wait in vain at mag-aantay na mauntog ang ulo sa kung saan para magising sa masakit na katotohanan na hanggang kaibigan lang talaga ang kaya. i always stuck to the person that i like never the person who liked me. bakit kaya, tanong ko. kasi naman ayoko namang paasahin lang yung taong gusto sakin. kung ayoko talaga sa tao, hanggang pakakaibigan din na lang kaya kong ibigay. kaya ayan, para siyang cycle na "Kung sino pang minamahal sya pa ang ayaw sayo"... kinakarma ba ako? feeling ko sa sobrang mapili ko, wala ng dumating sa susunod. sabi ni roy, magiging matandang dalaga ako. hay, wag naman sana. i have so much love to give but refuse to give it to the people who ask for it. how stupid is that? will you take a chance with the person who loves you but you, on the otherhand, doesn't exactly feel the same way? will you keep on waiting for the person you love to love you back? kaso ang madalas mangyari ganito, when you do feel the same towards the person, that person has finally found someone in place of you. malas.