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Monday, August 07, 2006 ::my org. almost but not quite.
- UP subol society
- UP broadass - Ex Libris UP - UP green league - something - UP RPT all six i signed up. never really made it in anyone of them. i had motivation in joining the UP RPT, its the farthest that i went, most tiring and needs a lot of work but i was ready for it, only my mom's pocket wasn't. the first two weeks were ok. i had resources, i actually enjoyed it. my co-apps were wonderful, awesome. they were fun to be with i was welcomed and i was doing somrthing i really wanted. pero crap! here comes the financial problem. i hated it. why didn't my family have a lot of greens. i could have everything i want, buy what i liked, do what i want, join the rpt. urgh! for the first time i was serious about an org but everything conspired against it. unfair. the sport is costly not only when you are applying but all through out your stay as a member. i wish i could join. i feel ashamed now towards my batchmates, we were sure to all make it in the team. i told sir eric i wish and hope we all make it in but i was the one who couldn't make it. pucha! tang-ina! crap! i hate it! i feel ashamed i never want to show my face to any of the members ever again. i should get a new identity change my hair, my look, everything. i wish the land just swallowed me whole. during my few days of training i learned a lot. what got me was the poem don't quit. i'm going to write it here from memory.see if i memorized it. DON'T QUIT When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road you're trudging seems all uphill When funds are low and debts are high When you want to smile but you have to sigh WHen care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must but don't you quit. Life is querr with its twists and turns AS everyone of us sometimes learns And many a fellow turns about when he might have won had he stuck it out. don't give up though the pace seems slow YOu might succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than it seems to a faint and faltering man Often the struggler chooses to give up when he might have won the victor's cup And he learned too late when the nigh tcame down HOw close he was to the golden crown Success is failure turned inside out the silver tint in the clouds of doubt And you never can tell how close you are You maybe near when it seems afar So stick to the fight when your hardest hit its when things seem worst that you must not quit! i got that right didn't i? oh well so much for it. it's a close book for me now. it was nice sharing a couple of memories with those people, goodbye to you all. (though you will never be able to read this.) sorry too. talo tayo sa pustahan sorry.
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