hoorah! i survived my exams! although i'm not a hundred percent sure, i think i did a real good job in nat sci. at least. i hope i didn't flunk the env sci. though i was clueless there except for the GMO part since we have that in nat sci and i already studied that last sem in the subject MBB (molecular biology and biotechnology) i shouldn't be celebrating yet might drive away the good luck.. haha.. how superstitious of me, but well you can't be too sure..
ate rose left for her hometown today, Antique. she took a ferry boat *turns green* (haven't ride a boat ever! but soon will be. haha) she is going to visit her family, i'm sure she misses them, it's been n years since she left there to try her luck here.(ah, the urban dream!) before she left, ate maricel cried, guess she'll miss her. oh well she's going to go back in two weeks anyways. it isn't that long. ate maricel would be alone in the house during school days but then again school is almost over and classes are already irregular (thank God!) i can rest now. oh not really, i have an exam again on wednesday, that's a day away. *loud sighing* and i'm suppose to be reading a lesson for tomorrow and start a research on my philosophy paper and also solve some math problems but then im too lazy to do so, stupid girl!
crap! and to think my mom thinks that i am her only hope and that not only does she think that but the whole world, okei maybe not, just those people who know us. i hate it! what if i don't meet their expectation, damn! i hate pressure. it's too much for me... haha..
hey people! im not wonderwoman or darna to carry a burden that heavy. urgh *then just shrugs* what cn i do? let me answer that: nothing! just face it. ika nga ni mother theresa "god won't give me anything i could not handle, i just wish he doesn't trust me that much" did i get that right? i think that not exactly it. it's something that sounds just like that.. just the same.
wow, i'm quite impressed at myself right now. why? coz i'm beginning to write longer entries here. hope it doesn't end like it always does. really lazy me.. *ppfft!*
oh i made an icon of mark my rockstar boyfriend(wish on,little girl!) of course with the assistance of my techy cousin camille.
enlistment for subjects for the next school year started today. haven't really thought of subjects to take yet.. *again the word lazy*

well, til next time, have to move my ass and get things done.

*p.s i forgot to tell you i'm also impressed of myself again because for two straight days i have been exercising! big surprise huh? been running the treadmill for 20 minutes, i repeat 20 minutes woohoo! achievement. badly need to lose excess fats and weight. although i think it has a little adverse effect on me or so i think because my everytime i run my heart beats so fast and so loud that i hear it in my head and then i start to think that it might eventually explode like a little bomb because of the pressure.. and then i die...

oh well, what a way to end mi entry, me thinking of my death.